been a long tyme since i last updated myself! ermm.. kinnda stress up due to alot of tings happen. my face is having a blue-black cos my STEP-FATHER hit me in the face and slam my head on the wall .wad a father is tis . lyk shit lo .. kana sai! i hate hym.he sux.. he ownself gort gf can mummy gort frens guy very close only den wan to hit her wad the fark is tis! ermm. at tymes gort to admit dat my mum sux too she just love to talk crap to ppl and sae tings dat are untrue but as tyme goes by i gort use to it ler.. found one good fren in my lyfe . MISS JASLYN CHONG(JCMC):) she is sumone who is there for me when i need sumone and a listening ear . at least she doesnt walk away frm me when i was at my most dwn period. ILOVEU!THX ZHABOR:)) going to court lately and the mood of going to sch is totally gone . i dunnoe wad i really wan .why must tings turn up tis way is tis wad its surpose to be cant tings go a better way? i hate tis kind of lyfe. i just wan to lead a lyfe dat is normal so simple and peaceful . never expect it to be so hard. whn to see doctor todae and found out dat im really getting more and more unstable i cn no longer control my mood. i cant stop thinking tings. will there be a dae tings get out of hand i dunoe. waking up in a nightmare is the last ting