will tings get better ?

its been a long tyme since i update lerh.. when to read my baby's blog his old post,tings dat he wrote abt me.but i really start to tink wad he wrote isit true. i dun doubt his words but i wonder am i dreaming ? i start to feel dat is tis all just a dream nth much? im afraid,afraid to lose ue ..i ask for a tyme off there was a reason. but all ue tink off was i wan to hong,go around and flirt. ue always sae wad ue do gort ur reason but wad abt me ue tink i do ting with no reason? i dunnoe really blurr.. i only can sae i hope after tis tyme off tings would get better ..