lately been staying at home doing nth.. slp,slp,slp. dats all i've been doing lately. hmm.. wad should i update abt.. lately nightmare has been very often for me which really make me getting more scared. when will i be able to stop all tis nightmare? hope soon.. tears cant stop falling lately and im getting more and more stress. had some arguement with mum cos she dun wan give me money! ANGRY! unreasonable!
sometymes i start tinking wad i wan for love? am i expecting too much in love or im just silly enugh to tink dat fairytale do exists in tis world?i noe no matter how hard i try i cant be a perfect gf nor the best one of all.
haven vist grandpa for a period of tyme ler. wonder how is he doing ? hope he is fine i will be praying hard dat ue will stay strong grandpa.