updates~

dunnoe why till now i still cant sleep. thinking too much ? i also have no idea.
am i a torn in the flesh in other people's eye's ? i wonder.. i hate the life im leading but is it up to me to choose the way i wanted? i dun tink so. life can never be perfectly path of me. its sure to have flaws somehow.
wad is destiny? can we have the right to outrule the fact of bad things coming our ways?
NO . we cant. i noe i cant pick up the courage to face the destiny i'm having. why ?

cause face the reality is HARD ; is CRUEL and its a sure to me that it CUTS ME THRU.
i hate that feeling. thats why im running. running away this CRUEL REALITY i need TO FACE.