back to updated... yesterdae i when out with jeffery to cool my self dwn tears keep rolling dwn my check and i dint sae a single word. i was stress up.. staying at his hse seems to have brought hym alot of problem. haiish.. i dunt wann to go hm cos i dunn wan my mum to sae and i also dun wan to see her. but baby sae if i really cant take it den move bac hm and stay. dats why i sae i wannted to move to ah fong hse cos he noe ah fong and should be more safer for hym. but i was wrong he still feel nort safe. but must understand also lah. who lyk thier own gf to stay at other ppl hse .. i noe he wans to to stay with hym but how ? im the type of ger who dun do hse work . wad to do? learn ? OMG. its a nightmare begins for me .. i love hym and i dunn wan to lose hym . wad should i do? i went out becos i dun wan hym to see me sad. i noe he will feel dat he is useless , having headache which it hurts most when i see hym having it.. im der one feelling useless baby pls stop blaming urself. if im a ger who noes how to do hse work den maybe tings would be different.. i dunnoe i really dunnoe im getting more and more lost as daes goes by i dun wan hym to fight with his family member cos of me i dun wan hym to hav headache cos of me . my tears roll dwn once again.. haiish. IM SORRY BABY.