haiish kiinda long i dint update ler.. sian.. as daes goes by, i feel dat tings are getting more and more different for me .hmmm... how should i put in words i also dunnoe . baby and me are as the same but haiish nowdaes we keep having argument over my ex melchers. arrghh~ and i hate it the most when it come to tis. baby is now in the room . haiish tot of updating more but guess i gort to stop here lerhh if nort later he angry ler.. bye~