todae i wake up at 6 pm . well ..very late .. cos very tired. never slp for the whole nite.when wake up , den i noe todae is daddy's burfdae. but he isnt at home cos his gin na to dae funeral .. when will he wake up and leave dat fernatic world of his. does he noe all tis get hym into troulbe? i doubt he noes .. wake up sms baby.he ask me to stay at home to peii parents.very thoughtful of hym.. he sae he dun wish my real father to come into our relationship. does he really cherish tis relationship. at tymes i dun understand why is he on and off.. he make me unable to firgue out wad is he tinking.. maybe. he really mean or its just becos he dun wan to lse me cos he is used to me being there for hym when he nided someone..